1. 2 months ago

    THE PAST 24 HOURS, I AM NOT SURE IF THEY ARE REAL

    I AM UPSET THAT I WROTE A RANT, AND SAVED IT IN MY DRAFTS VIA PHONE AND IT IS GONE

    I wanted to put 

    :EDIT:

    That rant meant nothing, I mean I was angry sad and it was raining. Now it’s sunny, blue skies, and my brain is still polluted by you, but a different you, but a good you. Not YOU but you suck.

    I had a dream, don’t let me say that too loudly, that this girl THAT I HAVE NEVER MET except seen pictures of her  fb, well, i wish she’d stay out of my news feed cause we’re not even friends. ( Is this really about fb?) ANYWAY, it was repulsive, I can’t say that because I don’t even know her but what was repulsive was that she ended up in my dream. WHY WHY WHY WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY PRIVATE DOWN TIME. It’s the only place where things are real and I don’t have to make any effort. damnit. it’s disappointing. I woke up like what….

    Anyway, today is going to be a great day, regardless if I completely skipped out on my eye appointment, fmlllllll but I don’t really feel that way, the only thing i want to do is get these curls out of my head. WABAM.